While we were staying in Guanajuato with The Slow Dutchman, everyone began noticing that Seri was more lethargic than normal. We attributed it to challenges with the city walking schedule- some dogs just don’t want to go walk on crowded streets. 
In the city, without a car to get around one must think through this process. For us, this meant that a vet visit required a special taxi willing to accept a dog. So we booked a ride with the Pet Taxi.
(I am simply sharing this info, no judgement. These are the procedures that they have in place, and it obviously works for them as they are very busy.) The doctor is cleaning a dog’s teeth, and balancing an unlit cigarette in his mouth when we come in and he directed us to wait in the open area. So Seri laid down and I sat with her on the floor.
I felt conflicted about the vet visit. We had some medicine, and a possible reason for the leaking urine. But she was still lethargic and not her normal bossy self. As I reflected on everything I saw at that office, I realize that it was clean, busy, and in many ways, much like the vet’s offices I was accustomed to. We just usually don’t see all the steps in the process when we go in with our dogs. Usually all those things happen behind closed doors and out of our sight. There was also the fact that the vet never really examined Seri. But we followed the process, forced her to walk more and found a space in the garden for her to go pee more often.
She finished the 5 days of antibiotics and we saw very little change in her behavior. She was more willing to walk, but the community fireworks had stopped. She was still very lethargic. She was so bad that I was prepared to say goodbye. She has been very uncomfortable, unhappy and melancholy. I couldn’t watch it any more. She would barely move all day. She wasn’t eating much food. So we called the pet taxi and headed to a different vet, recommended by the owners of the home we had rented.
This visit was very different. There were no other pets in the exam area. He immediately dropped to the floor and checked in with Seri, face to face. He proceeded to do a very complete exam. He touched and listened and asked a lot of questions (in Español) and we muddled our way through the answers.
He was extremely thorough, asking about every possible step of her behaviors and habits and the timing of the changes we had noticed. Then he stood her in the exam room and did a standing ultrasound. He had me hold her and watch the screen with him. She really was cooperative as he gooped her up pretty good with the cream.
When the aorta and heart appeared on the screen he drew in a deep breath and I looked up at the screen. Her aorta was a large circle and her heart was HUGE. He looked around a little more and then we muddled through a diagnosis with our language barrier.
Her disease was diagnosed as Cardiomyopathy Dilated. It is terminal and chronic. He prescribed medication and we started it right away. He explained that she would either respond within three days or not at all. That will tell us the next options.
This diagnosis explains the change in her behavior both slowly at first, and then more rapidly. It also explains the coughing (her heart is so big that it is touching her trachea) and that is why she now eats laying down and stretches across her bed when she sleeps. All trying to relieve the chest pressure and trachea pressure. And the heavy breathing is from the fluid in her lungs and heart which causes a lack of oxygen. The lack of oxygen and struggling heart cause the lethargy. The urine leakage is due to the fluid build-up, her body is just unable to process it all normally. She has been simply shutting down over the past few weeks as her heart fails. He wanted to see her in a few days and see how she responds to the medicine.
We called up the pet taxi and went back to see this vet in a few days.
Seri had shown quite a bit of improvement. She was more active overall. In just a few short days it seemed that the medicine was working. We know that we are simply buying time. But for the 5 of us – where we are now physically and emotionally, this is the best decision. So for now, we will continue with the medicine and hope for some more time with our precious Seri.
Before I could get this post published and update you about where we are, things have changed. In an effort to be honest and factual, I will share the update now.
Fast forward to today, May 20, 2017. We are no longer in Guanajuato. Seri spent the last 24 hours in respiratory distress with a racing heart and severe lack of energy. She refused to get off the couch, she ate and drank very little. She struggled to breathe and with each exhale she moaned slightly. This morning she climbed up into the bed with us (she never does this) and laid down. We gave her a double dose of heart medicine, but it changed nothing. She stayed there on our bed for at least 3 hours, unable to move. When she did move she was disoriented and fell down. We contacted a veterinarian in a town near us and made arrangements. We parked near the office and asked the vet to come out to the camper to see her and assist us in saying goodbye.
I think he finally understood that a pet’s owner generally knows what is best, and knows when it is time. It was time.
